My poems


 

 


 
 

There are words, which affects you so infinitely deeply,

 

that they make you cry

 


There are questions, which injured you so deeply

 

That they force you to silence

 

 

 

There are humans, who love you so inexpressibly deeply,

 

That they would give their life for you

 

 

 

There are, moments, which bewitch you so unbelievably strongly

that you can't believe, because they seems so unreal
 

 

 


I would like to move something

 
 

Movement in the hearts of humans

 
 

I would like to affect

 
 

Those, which forgot, how to feel

 
 
 

I would like to help

 
 
 

Those, which need help and are to proud to accept them

 
 

I would like to love

 
 

Those, which do not know, how much they deserve it

 
 

I would like to laugh

 
 

Laugh with all those, which forgot it

 
 

I would like to release

 
 

All those, are imprisoned in their own bodies

 
 

I would like to chain

 
 

chain without limiting someone

 
 

I would like to divide

 
 

With all, which do not have anything and give so much

 
 

I would like to forgive

 
 

Those, which do not know, what they do

 
 

I would like to live

 
 

Live in my truth and not in the other ones

 
 

I would like to see

 
 

See by my eyes and not by yours

 
 

I would like to feel

 
 

Feel, how my heart scream with each individual impact “YES”

 
And I want to feel safe in each regard without to doubt whether is this “YES” a “No”
 
 

 
 

A song for you

 

 

 

I write a song for you

 

Because you are so important to me

 

And you make me constantly laugh everytime

 

And for the moment you take away all my concerns worries

 

 

 

 I sing this song for you

 

Because you bring the joy to my life

 

And you make me cry with your beautiful words

 

And my heart is touched so deeply

 

As you feel my feelings

 

 

 

I play this song for you

 

Because you are the music in my heart

 

And you love me and forgive me everything

 

And you are the second half I missed so long

 

Because this part of you is my big hope

 

 

 

I take up this song also for you

 

So that it helps humans, who get lost

 

You are always by my side

 

Although you do not see me always

 

 

 

Never forget this moment

 

Never forget, how someone loves you so deep

 

And wrote this song for this love

 

Because your happines is my melody

 

 

 

Gifts

 

 

give me money I don't want it

 

You can put it into my hands I don't take it

 

Look at me, it don't interest me

 

Think what you wan't, it doesn't matter

 

Because money is not anything beautiful

 

 

Give me a smile, and bewitch me

 

Gives me only one instant

 

Put true words into my heart

 

Because only that is valuable for me

 


 

 

 

 

I love you

 

 

 

.. Wherever you come ..

 


.. Wherever you will go..

 

.. Wherever you are, who are you..

 

 

.. Whoever you were.. it doesn*t matter..

 

 

.. Whoever you will be, be what you want to be..

 

 

.. Whatever you did..

 

 

.. Whatever you do.. just do it..

 

 

 

because I love you

 

 

. it doesn't matter who you are.

 

 

. it doesn't matter as you are.

 

 

. I love you.

 

 

. .because you simply ARE..

 

 

 

I love you

 

.. Wherever we go..

 

 

.. Where our ways go apart..

 

 

. Wherever they go again together..

 

 

 

because I love you

 

 

.. love you like you are..

 

 

.. I am not afraid of conditions.

 

 

 

because I love you

 

 

.. I do not know why i love you so much..

 

 

.. but everytime i see you I automatically have to smile..

 

 

. .that is everything  I know..

 

 

 

I love you

 

..because you are..

 

 


 

 

 

 

The most beautiful time

 

 

 

The most beautiful time was here with you

 
 

under the starlight over me

 

Everything was forgotten only the moment was important

 

and the moment was never given away

 

Nothing was impossible, everything endlessly

 

no worries, everything was so much understandably

 

Clouds singularly beautifully and multicolored

 
 

Not only once they did talk to us

Love was there in the air 

 

and this taste was also so beautiful

 
 

 
 

Stars showed us the way

 

that humans go at those days

 

Not our way,

 

and also never which moves us

 

It don*t matter here

 
 

Everything was forgotten for this moment

 
 

here in the moon light here in the rain

 

No different and only we

 
 

and a straw ball and an animal very weird

 
 

 
 

Thousand dreams experiences deep

 

Only the sky knows how we feel

So much love so much pain 

 

Sometimes too much for the rain

 
 

 
The most beautiful time was here with you 

 

Under the starlight over me

 

The love sang its songs to us

 

and we lived finally again

 
 

The night was warmly and never passed

 

we could catch the stars here

 

Together so infinitely far

 

We went through this time

 
 

 
 

The ways today are so empty nevertheless in such a way trust

 

But comfortable with difficulty in such a way at all

 

And this time brings the taste of love back into my memories

 
 

And it remembers me in that time with you by my side

 

I see the moon, see your face in it

 

and hear as you speak to me:

 

Like at that time so still and here in the light of the moon

 

 

I am still with you

 

 
 
 

At home

 

 

 

I see up into the sky and remember how beautiful it was

 

As I was still at home with all that I love

 

I feel here still as strange as on the first day

 

And ask myself if this earth probably will ever be a home for me

 

 

 

still I know, when I came here ago all the new scared me in such a way

 

I remember still I wantet to find something my whole life long

 

And asked myself, where can be my home

 

And I thought, I  would find it - sometime

 

 

 

It's so hard to see, how difficult this life is

 

Everyone lives for time and relationships are constructed by a deadline

 

Still I remember, how I was only there and watched the first time

 

A small child, who did not know, what happened here in its mind

 

 

 

I go so many ways over so many stones

 

Often feel like a bird - at a line

 

It makes no sense with that, nevertheless not further

 

I asked myself, why I came here

 

and above all where I only landed here

 
 

There came the day I found at home

 

in the love I was at home

 

And my home it lives in me

 

And it always liked me to see

 

 

 

I look up and see the stars

 

And I know that my home also lies here in the distance

 

And this life here on earth

 

probably is a life, which I will understand with difficulty

 

But I am here to learn about it

 

 

 

 

 
 

Children

 

 

 

Oh childs look at you

 

You still know what love is

 

You see the world with your child eyes

 

You see so much more, it is hardly to believe

 

 

 

It no matters to you, what the others said

 

You do, what you want to do and leave everywhere the grace to reign

 

You still see the angels and all the miracles

 

And you are always happy and don't know any grief

 

 

 

You can bewitch with your beautiful eyes

 

And you can always believe in the good side from the others

 

You leave your feelings free run

 

You don't feel ashamend, you cry and laugh without thinking

 

 

 

You speak with some invisible natures

 

And often ask yourselfes why the adults cannot read your minds

 

You need only a smile and everything becomes to heal

 

And you want to divide your child world with everyone

 

 

 

You still see, what is important in this life

 

For you there is no time because you still can take them

 

You feel each sadness and tendency of humans

 

And if you quarrel, it is forgotten so soon

 

Because you still know that life is not therefore

 

And its just wasting energy

 

 

 

You can still permit the proximity

 

Always want to do the best from everything

 

And don't want to miss any moment of your lifes

 

 

 

 

 

I would like to be with you

 

 

I would like to go with you

 

 

into a world somewhere

 

 

Somewhere where we can be free

 

 

Somewhere where we can be ourselves

 

 

 

I would like to be with you

 

 

Divide Everything with you

 

 

I would like to go with you

 

 

because I you love

 

 

And because I know

 

 

our love can move mountains

 

 

 

I would like laugh with you

 

 

And I would like to see into your eyes

 

 

And I know that they would say to me

 

 

It is well like that it is

 

 

 

I would like to dance with you

 

 

Dance on a lonely mountain

 

 

Dance with the wind

 

 

While the rain soggy our dresses

 

 

Dance, so long that we fall on ground and laughing

 

 

 

I would like to fly with you

 

 

Into a world somewhere far away from here

 

 

Into a world where nobody knows who we are

 

 

Somewhere on a place with no worries

 

 

Somewhere where love .. is still love

 

 

 

I would like to be with you

 

 

I would like to go with you

 

 

Into a world somewhere

 

 

Somewhere, over the rainbow

 

 

 

I would like to go with you

 

 

Because I love you

 

 

And your smile makes me forgotten

 

 

I would like to go with you

 

 

because I you love

 

 

and because I know

 

 

That our love can move mountains

 

 

 

 

 

 

Where are you

 

 

unbearable, although it doesn's matter

 

Say to me if you hear my cry

 

Where are you

 

Say to me if you feel my tears

 

Who knows how to love if no one tells him

 

It's so hard to find you

 

Who doesn't want somebody to hold

 

Say to me why  I am alone

 

If there are soulmates for the whole world


 

Say to me why  I am alone

 

If you are already here with me

 

Say to me if you hear my heart beating

 

Where are you

 

Say to me why you are not still here with me

 

Say to me where are you if you hear my call

 

Where are you

 

If you belong to me

 

 

 
 

 

 

A dream on Thursday

 
 
 

A dark room I enter quietly

 

in a careful way

 

Only one candle burn at the table,

 

I do not see anything other

 

There is no one except of me

 

everything quietly and calmly and some feel so near

 

Heat does fill this dream now

 

Here is the love in this room

 

 

 
 

An empty room - something is here

 

and the time is here forgotten

 

That room feels so lonley

 

no moving, only the flame is still burning

A chair at the table otherwise there was nothing, 
 

I still here and see in the light

The flame becomes already smaller, 
 

but the room however becomes warmer

 

  

 

So I sit down here and starring in the light

 

so all alone in this dark nothing

 

I close the eyes

 

and enjoy this silence

 

Then I suddenly feel this heat

 

And I feel a touch at my hand

 

And lightning drives through my whole body

 

 

 

Then I open the eyes and see a shadow on the wall

 

And I saw another beautiful hand on my hand at all

 

My mind suspended,

 

which I feel here is in such a familiar way

 

Suddenly I feel a sting in my heart

 

and it reminds me of all the earlier pain

 

 

 

I rose from the chair and stopped

 

And only saw this hand before

 

But know I now who it belongs

 

and why I feel completely suddenly all that here

 

For a long time I still stand there,

 

until this hand touch my shoulder

 

I know if I turn around what i have to see

 

 

 
 

So it is so hard to turn around

 

But there is nothing I want more

 

As turn around now and see in the easy darkness

 

into those eyes..

 

I know I will lose myself now

because only we two exist 
 

So I take your warm hand in mine

 

and turn around

 

 

 

I am afraid to look at you

 

because I know, it will pass

 

Your hand feels warmly

 

and trembling it raises my chin 

 

Then I see into those eyes,

 

They devours me and rob me so much

 

I feel like my legs giving way

 

and feel into my heart an earthquake

 

 

 
 

Your eyes bring me to strange places,

indescribably, I do not find words 
 

Your view is low and projecting

 

So eternally beautifully, so stamping 

 

I wish that never pass away

 

Two hearts strike here in the same beat

 

Two hearts beats here in one,

 

Two lonely hearts unite here

 

  

There a sting drives through my heart, 
 

in your eyes I see a pain

 

I see a sadness,

 

and feel your isolation

 

I feel like my body feel

 

and how he react that

 

It does in such a pain way, I feel like you

and a tear flows in a flash  
 

 

 

You see me cry

and ask me, please do not cry 
 

I did not want to destroy the moment

 

and start to caught against this feelings

 

Now I see in your eyes

 

and your weakness..  is because of me

 

Your hands get so cold and your eyes quietly cry

 

And you had this one look

 

in these one way.

 

   

 

Your lips begin to tremble,

your heart actually catches to lattices 
 

Our tears become worse

and it becomes ever darker in the room 
 

You take my face into both hands

also the walls already disappear 
 

Now we stand here and regard

 

and we both are caught in this ban

 

 

 

Now I hear words from your mouth

 

and they still pull me into the ground

 

I hear you, see like your trembling lips slowly move

 

But hear nevertheless nothing

 

nearly like that quiet whispering during a ice-cold rain

 

But does not have to hear around to know

 

in you is something broken I am so sure

 

 

 

Still I see in your eyes

and which I seh in your depth 
Reminds me of all the letters…. 
and in your eyes only there stands a question: 
 

Why you left me here alone

 

 

 
 

It becomes completely dark in the room

 

Say where are you?  I can't see you!

 

Do not let me here alone please

 

It is so cold here without you

 

  

 

And the flame those evenly still so beautifully and cordially burned

 

Expires in the grey smoke

 

and I frighten myself and awake from this dream

 

In my body some still vibrates in such a way

 

and it is so cold and I feel nevertheless all this

 

Tears run through my eyes

 

and I know I do not have to mention that now:

 

 

 
 

I know it was not only a dream

 

I actually sat in this room

 

I know I am now already so far,

 

you were with me the whole time

 

It was not a dream, it was much more

 
 
No dream, everything else, so true
 

Tonight you where really here

 

I know

 
 

 

 

I will never forget it

 
 

this Thursday

 

as your hand

 

lay on mine

 


 

One of my strongest dreams

many years ago

lost in a house with fire everywhere
I feel left
The flames are like the arts
I'm sitting in a corner I can not do anything,
I can not go and what I feel lost
It's so hot, I can*t breathe anymore
The fire around me
gets closer and closer
I tremble and frightened

I know it is the end
The fire is burning in my eyes, I wanne close them now
But then I see something in the flames, a shadow in the fire
he approaches slowly, passes through the flames
I can not believe it, I must imagine that all
I have no strength to think about this
and not breathing
and close my eyes
I feel that a person stands in front of me
already very close with his face
and says something very trustfully
and stretching his hand over my

I open my eyes and I see those other eyes
so close to my face and I feel tears in mine
and feelings so deeply
what is that in me
I can not believe it
I can not see anything
I see only those eyes in the darkness
and those eyes give me much
and I really want to take this hand now
and the moment I touch it
awakens me
with tears in my eyes
and my hand trembles
I'm excited
and my heart beats so violently
all day

 


 

 

Let your fears go

 

Let me wipe away your tears

 

Let me be the whisper in your ears

 

Let me be the voice who says to you

 

that you never will be alone

 

 

Let me be your angel that protected you

 

Let me be the light, which gives you hope

 

Let me light your way in the darkest night

 

Let it be forgotten, everything which happend

 

No matter whatever happened with us

 

My soul is always there for yours

 

I love you

 


 

 

Hope is our surviving

 

this part is caught in us

 

A part who lead us

Wherever it lead us

 

 

No matter where you go

 


I will find you

 

 
and if it takes a long, long time

 

 

No matter where you go

 

 

I will find you

 

 

And if it takes thousand years along

 

Faith is our hope

A part in us remains

 

Wherever it lead us

 

 

 
No matter where you go

 

I will find you


At the place without bounds

 


No matter where you go

 

 

I will find you

 

 

And if it takes a long, long time

 

 

 

 Love is our strengh

 

Strengh drive us 

A part in us that remains

 

Wherever it leads us

 

 

No matter where you go

 

I will love you

 

No matter where you go

 

I will find you

 

 

 

and if it takes thousand years along

 

 

No matter where you go

 

 

I will find you

 

 

.. I will find you..

 


 

 

Would not like to lock me of  truth

 

Would not like to stay where it don't feel at home

 

Would like fall in love with my dreams

 

 

Oh please God let me go

 

Solve my chains

 

Would like to be free

 

Would like to forgive

 

Me and everyone who does not know better

 

 

Take me into your arms

 

and show me like it can be

 

In this world where love is all

 

Where you do not have to explain because you are, how you are

 

Take me into your arms

 

And show me that it is correct

 

In this world where love is still valuable

 

 

Don't want to ask how it is like it is

 

Don't want to have to explain the love

Don't want to justify because I am as I am

 

I would like fall in love with my dreams

 

 

Oh please God take me by the hand

 

And lead me there where I belong

 

Oh please God show me like it is

 

In this world where love is all

 


 

 

I will not surrender

 

like every different one

 

To surrender is out of question

 

Because if I surrender

 

I will laugh at myself

 

As soon as I stand over me

 

 

Only a lonely heart

 

Like every different one

 

with another pain

 

Only another human

 

like every different one

 

I will fight for my life

 

I will not pretend

 

to be only a friend

 

like every different one

 

I will not use love as word

 

Like every different one

 

I will not suppress my feelings

 

Like every different one

 

 And I will never be

 

Like every different one

 

And if I go

 

I am left something

 

like every different one

 

From time to time you will think of me

 

and you will remind

 

To a human

 

 

not like every different one

 


 

 

You took my hand
My heart affected
You hold me
You where always there
By my side
Night and day
Through all the times
Whatever may come

 

 

Carry away from a wave of emotion
We are arrest in the middle of the storm
And every time you smile I can hardly believe,
What it causes to me

 

And every time you look at me I have to admint

 

As deep this love is

 

It is unbreakable I know

 

This love
It is unmistakable
And everytime I look into your eyes I know why
I know I why
It is untouchable

 

 

This love ..
A feeling, my heart cannot deny
Each time,  I see through your eyes
Know I why
This love is unbreakable

 

 

We divided the laugh
We divide the tears
We both know
We will continue
Because we are strong
Into my arms, there you belong

 

 

I was touched by the hands of an angel
I was blessed with the strengh of love
And every time you smile
I can hardly believe

 

which it causes to me

 

It is unbreakable

 

This love

 


 

 

The first time as I saw your face

 

I felt like the world stopped turning

 

And my breath flow throug your heart

 

As a Tornado embrace it

 

And my view losts the clarity

 

I felt something, which I had never felt before

 

 

The first time as I saw into your eyes

 

I felt infinite strengh

 

And it release a deep in me

 

And let my soul freeze

 

And I felt the sun in my heart

 

and this familiar love in your eyes

 


and the light around our bodies

 

 

The first time as I ever touched your hand

 

A  trembling seized my whole body

 

And I thought an earthquake takes away the ground under our feets

 

And an unbelievably beautiful, painful sting drove through my heart

 

And in my eyes were tears….

 

Because I was afraid

 

to wake up from this dream..

 

 

The first time as you took my face into your hands

 

I did not know, how I should create it

 

To withstand your urgent view

 

How should I bear this deep view

 

And in your nearness not melt like the ice in the sun

 

These eyes. this view.

 

It gaves me so much hope

 

 

 

The first time, I kissed your mouth

 

I lost any reality

 

And I did not know anymore, who I was

 

But it was not of importance

 

I felt like the earth take us to an other place

 

And like the angels protecting wings around us

 

And  they carried us highly up into the eternity

 

And I felt an ease like I had ever felt bevore

 

And the warmth let my body flowed through

It is not to be compared with the close sun

 

Only with the fire that you kindled in my heart

 

The first time, as I ever your face saw.

 

I know we both are the same

 

The same soul with only two hearts

 


 

 

Can't you see that I am free
Like a bird in the sky.
I look at you from the distance
Can't you see that I am in love

 

Fallen in love with the freedom

 

Can you release me please

 

Don't say you not see that I do not belong to anybody

 

It is only one jump into the freedom

 

I will go you cannot hold me

 

Oh, puts me in chains I will break them

 

I'll promise you

 

Because I am free and stay nowhere

 

Because my home is the endles sky

 


And I will go where my heart want to

 

Don't you hear my heart how it cry

 

if you bind me

 

Oh I will burn the chains

 

And I will run

 

Far wings break trough my heart

 

So please, let me go. release me

 

Release me and be pleased for me

 

But it doesn't matter I still go

 

I am  free because I am in love

 

fallen in love with the freedom

 

From above I will look at you

 

And when you need me then call me

 

And if you look for me with whole heart

 

Then I could be found from you

 


 

 

 

The kind as you moves
It awakes my curiosity
The kind like you look at me

 

Does not let sleep me sleep any longer

 

 

I know, you know, what you release in me
I know, your heart will be never free

 

I know, you knew it from the first day
I know, somehow you have warned me of yourself
But that was all the same to me

 

 

The kind as you moves
Is fascinating
The kind as you are
Is hypnotisierend

 

The kind like you look at me

 

Does not let me sleep any longer

 


 

 

a view of the silence breaks a look

 

that says what I think

 

a view .. a view can take a day

 

a view can stay forever

 

a view can drift  tears in our eyes

 

 

All I think I will tell you with a view

 

and that what you can not say, says the sky

 

And your eyes

 

with one view

 

II can feel something big, bigger than this town

 

in this one look ..

 

a view that tell you what i feel

 

a view that break the silence

 

and that eyes..

 

you'll never forget

 

 

This silence is not even worth a word

 

Everything will go his own way

 

Your eyes tell me everything, more than any words

 

your view bring my heart to foreign places

 

a story as big as the world is a history

 

as long as the day

 

a story as far as the sea

 

fascinating

 

as the view with which you tell me the truth

 

 

All I know, I'll tell you with just a glance

 

everything that you feel you share with me

 

With just one look

And everything you can not say,  explain the sea. .

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